first & foremost, i wanna thank you for being exactly who you are and for offering me a friendship i've wanted and needed my whole life (im hella exaggerating rn). i enjoy you sm, i enjoy myself when i'm around you. ik u b tellin me dat u feel outta place & how uon belong n such, so i wanna let u kno that you will always have a place with me. you are my whole heart (2 dis day). i jus b thuggin u n shi cuz you've conditioned me 2 act dat way, but i kno where home is tho :p

i will care for you as i always have, i miss you greatly. i need you with me ALWAYs, & in any condition. i am engraved 2 u. my mind is full of you.

i feel so intertwined with you, on sum real niga shiz. we have a mutual understanding (definitely not always cuz we fight hella, but YOU ARE SO FRIGGIN PATIENT WID ME. i am so fortunate!) you have dis superpower where you make me feel like it's jus you & me in da world. got me full fixated on you. i value this connection we share.

yk how when we first met, i'd joke around and ask you 2 b my 'peace' & allat, well ina way i do feel that you are. you still have such an impact on me, i feel you're always with me or even a part of me. you're constantly by my side, even in my sleep i b seein you in my dreams n shi.

it's kinda kewl dat we get 2 grow wid each other. i want more time with you. i want to know you more. I WANNA KNO ALL AB YOU as u grow n shi. i wanna learn 2 accept you & everything that you are whether it be good or bad. these past few weeks have been real tough fr, and i should've been better and made time for you. i admit, i've been inconsiderate lately. i apologize truly. i'll make things right between us, i care ab you. I MEAN IT OK. you matter 2 me lots. you're everythin 2 me.

though we have our separate lives, i believe in time we always find our way back 2 each other. you are my best friend & my heart in human form. you're still my numba 1.